Spike

[caliente_uk]

Because I haven't said it for a while, I'm going to say it again now. I still love Spike with a fiery, burning passion. No other character even comes close to him for me. There isn't a day that goes by where I don't think of him. He's as much a part of me as breathing. I realise how crazy that sounds, but it's true. Yes, he's a fictional character...but to me he is so much more than that. This is one obsession I never want to get over! This is one obsession that I don't think I ever will.

I haven't been posting a great deal lately, but I'm still here. I've been losing myself in fanfiction lately. I've needed to. There is so much going on in my life right now that I need an escape from it. Fanfiction gives me that escape. Spike gives me that escape.

Why, so many years after the show has ended, do I still love my vampire so much? Why does Spuffy still live on in my heart? Spike's story touched a part deep down inside of me and I can't let him go. And you know what? I don't want to.

Comments

[smudgiboo.livejournal.com]

I totally agree. I've had characters I've enjoyed before, but they always faded. Now even years later I still get lost in Spike. I still devour all things Spuffy and I can't see that changing.

[caliente-uk.livejournal.com]

It's good to know that there are still so many of us around! I can't see my love of Spike or Spuffy ever fading. :)